We are Salesian Witnesses to Healing

 virginia-tech-2I’ve heard that it takes about six years before you begin to heal from the loss of a loved one, before you’re really in a healthy place of peace and acceptance. I was walking to class nine years ago on the morning of April 16, 2007 when a Virginia Tech student was at that moment killing 32 students and teachers while injuring 17 more. I didn’t know him, and I didn’t know anyone personally that died, yet the event was traumatic for my young self. I noticed a few years ago that the six year mark was accurate- it was a turning point in which I noticed that the scarring event felt, for the first time, distinctly in the past and was no longer a constant presence in the room with me like it had been for so long. Here at DSW with Fr. Mike McCue, we lead volunteers in ministry and formation, and I’ve realized two things since moving here almost six years ago: healing is a luxury (albeit a right), and Salesian Spirituality through a ministry of presence has a lot of power and value to those who suffer and seek healing.

It wasn’t until I came to DSW in Camden that I realized how much of a luxury my healing process at Virginia Tech was. To fill you in on the dynamics of campus life at Tech the weeks following April 16: 25,000 students and staff waited to hear from loved ones. We were in shock, unbelieving, incredulous, in mourning, and barraged by media from across the world. We didn’t have class for a week, and the remaining 3 weeks of class were optional. In short: it felt like time stopped. We had space to grieve and be in pain without distraction. I mourned together with my Catholic Campus Ministry friends, and with the larger student body. And the world send us incredible support- more than I could possibly tell you about.


Camden, and I imagine much of the rest of the world that experiences violence, has a much different relationship with healing. Camden has one of the highest murder rates per capita in the country, and too often the street-tough mentality takes over, not allowing people to grieve and heal fully. Many young people here know friends or relatives who have been killed, and time doesn’t stop for them like it did for us on campus. They don’t have the support of thousands of people or the world to mourn with them. Their pain and loss is often overlooked, downplayed because of its crushing commonality. Violence is normalized- accepting something so tragic and seemingly unstoppable becomes a defense mechanism. There are far too many makeshift memorials of bottles and teddy bears in our neighborhoods, yet violence continues.

This is the environment the Oblates and DeSales Service Works have chosen to step into. To see pain and suffering, and to choose to be present instead of running away, is the definition of compassion. Suffering can’t be erased or forgotten, but its grasp can be diminished through the compassionate presence of others. As de Sales says in my favorite prayer of his, ‘God will either shield us from suffering or give us unfailing strength to bear it’. That strength that comes from, I believe, compassionate community that fosters healing.

I continue to be very grateful for the Oblates and DSW’s work here, and am constantly enriched by being able to participate in the healing of others. It’s this ministry, this tangible and concrete result brought about by Salesian Spirituality, that DSW offers to Camden and hope to with other Oblate apostolates as well.

Mike Morgan

Director of Operations

DeSales Service Works

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  • Suzanne Homeyer, VHM

    Mike, I really love this blog on the healing process. I have been in north Minneapolis for 21 years now and it seems like each time we have another traumatic murder here I go thru an extension of where I am in my healing since I heard of the first one. About 10 days ago a young man sat in our little Chapel on Fremont Ave. and asked for our prayers and blessing as he was about to embark on street ministry to encourage younger brothers to get off and stay off the streets. We learned that has own son had been murdered. A few days ago we learned that this man took his own life. He had lost his own hope. I am still reeling from this death and it seems like since he was sitting right next to me in the Chapel this was going to be a long healing. We all have to pray for each other and witness to another way. Joining you in healing. Sr. Suzanne, Visitation Monastery of Minneapolis.

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